Sunday, February 5, 2012

BACK FIRST!

SCARED NOW THAT YOU NOW HAVE TOO!
RESPECT ME LIKE ME
I DIDN'T SAY LOVE ME!
THAT'S FOR YOU TO DO!
YOUR ON YOUR OWN WITH THAT AND YOU KNOW THAT IS A HARD JOB FOR YOU TO LOVE YOURSELF
 PLEASE ME AS IAM HAPPY AND SAFE TO SAY THAT IS FOR YOU TOO YOU AND BECAUSE I LOVE ME ~WAIT A MINUTE?
SCARED OF YOU FOR YOURSELF NOT FOR ME
ANYWAY~
LIFE  CAN BE BLINDED BY THE SIGHT OF YOU ~
SO DARK?
WAIT A SECOND?
DON'T LOOK AT ME !
I MEAN
IAM NOT SCARED OF YOU
LOOK I LIVE /YOU DREAM AND WAKE UP! AND ITS GONE AND THEN DON'T  GET MAD AT ME
 BUT GUESS WHAT NOW IAM AROUND THE PEOPLE WHO KNOW HOW I ROLL
AND THEY DON'T ACT STINK ! STINKY
NOT DIRTY! PINK*
CLEAN ~TRUE! BLUE*
PEACE LIGHT  MEMORIES !



Sunday, January 22, 2012

ASK MERCEDES: NAME

ASK MERCEDES: NAME: CRYING IN MY SLEEP THIS PAIN IS SO DEEP THAT I NEED TO LEAVE QUICK UNLESS I WILL SLEEP ALL DAY~ AND THAT'S ALRIGHT WITH ME UNTIL I LEAVE! ...

NAME

CRYING IN MY SLEEP THIS PAIN IS SO DEEP THAT I NEED TO LEAVE QUICK
UNLESS I WILL SLEEP ALL DAY~ AND THAT'S ALRIGHT WITH ME UNTIL I LEAVE!
DEPRESSION IS NOT THIS
THIS IS MANS FALSE REALITY ! AND I REFUSE TO LIVE LIKE THIS!HIDING BECAUSE I KNOW WHO IAM AND THAT I EXIST BUT UNTIL THE THING THAT HAS COME TO WAKE ME IN THE WAY THAT I CAN SEE THE SUN (JESUS) AND LIVE THE LIFE (CHRIST) HAS SET FOR ME! I  WILL CONTINUE TO CRY IN MY SLEEP

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

NBA

WHY HER NOT ME ARE YOU IN DENIAL
COMPLETELY
HAS THIS DENIAL TAKEN AWAY ALL COMPETENCE OF YOUR BRAIN!
AND TIME  AND TIME AGAIN! YOU TRY TO HIDE FROM YOUR OWN SHIT!
BUT KNOW THIS TIME IS DIFFERENT
TIME WONT ALLOW YOU TO DO WHAT AND WHEN AND HOW etc * whatever it is that YOU WANT TO DO!
AND YOU WONDER WHY HE HAD YOU RUNNING AROUND LIKE A FOOL*
NOW THATS WHY!
BECAUSE YOU SIMPLY DISRESPECTED HIS TIME!
HE GAVE YOU A TIME TO GET WORK DONE ON YOUR *JOB
nooooooooo!
YOU LET IT WAIT UNTIL THE NEXT DAY
HE GAVE YOU A SPECIFIC TIME BECAUSE HE WAS DOING WORK FOR YOU ON THE OUTSIDE OF YOUR MIND!
AND WHEN YOU DID NT KEEP YOUR END !OF THE BARGAIN
YOU GOT FIRED!
NOW TIME IS NOT FOR THIS ~CHASING DOWN A MAN or WOMAN
nor IS IT FOR YOU TAKING CARE OF HIS or HER BUSINESS* WHILE ON YOUR JOB !
AND DO NOT SNEAK FREAK AND RESEARCH OR etc etc etc HIM or HER
THIS IS THE WORSE CRIME!
AND YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE GETTING SOMEWHERE WITH THIS
ALL YOU GOT IS LEAD IN YOUR HEAD WEIGHING YOU DOWN IN A EMOTIONAL  OCEAN AND YOU CANT BREATHE (BELIEVE) YOUR OWN BULLSHIT !
SO NOW YOU COMMITTED SUICIDE WITH HIS or HERS BULLSHIT
Nooooooo please dont stop
WE DON'T CARE!

Sunday, October 30, 2011

Monday, September 26, 2011

THEY ARE BEING SET FREE NOW! (BET YOU HAPPY*)

I KNOW YOUR SECRET
I KNOW THAT YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HIM/HER TO COME BACK OR EVEN STAY!
I KNOW THAT YOU ARE GOING INSANE HEARING HIS VOICE IN YOUR HEAD!
I ALSO KNOW THAT YOU WISH HE WERE DEAD
BUT DO YOU KNOW THAT THE PITY PARTY IS AND HAS BEEN OVER!
AS YOU SIT THERE *
BEING CONTROL BY THE OLD!
THE NEW
NEVER EVEN SAW YOU!
WHAT A CHANGE OF FATE*
REALLY!
HOW YOU OUT PLAYED  YOURSELF ALL THE TIME*
AND NOW LONELINESS  SEEPS IN
AND YOU CANT PRETEND THAT YOU WANT THAT MAN/WOMAN
YEAH*
BUT WHAT ROLE DO YOU PLAY?
WHEN YOU HAD HIM WAS YOU A GIRL?
OR WAS YOU A MAN/
WERE YOU ACTING DURING SEX?
JUST TO HAVE INTERCOURSE TO BE A TEENAGER AGAIN?!
WAS THAT YOUR STATE OF MIND
AND DID HE/SHE LEAVE YOU STILL!
STILL
NOT REBORN
BUT STILL
UNTIL YOU WAKE UP !!!
AND REALIZE HE/SHE IS NOT GONE
THEY ARE STILL THERE*
YOU JUST DON'T SEE THEM PHYSICALLY
YOU GOT TURN - OUT SPRUNG!
AND NOW YOU FIND IT HARD TO MOVE ON
HEY ?
WHATS NEXT?
WHILE YOU SECRETLY PLAN AND SCHEME UNDER THE SHEETS
THINKING ABOUT HIM/HER AND THIS IS CALLED DRY SEX
JUST THE WAY THEY LEAVE YOU!
ANYWAY _______________ SIGN YOUR NAME AND THEN REFRAIN FROM PUTTING YOURSELF AWAY!
BECAUSE NOW  IS THE TIME WHEN WE ALL HAVE TO BE ALIGNED AND NOTHING WILL STOP THIS PAIN THAT YOU ORDERED
 JUST NEVER LEFT HIM/HER'
AND NOW YOUR TIME IS UP!
 Psalms 90
A prayer of Moses the man of God.
1 Lord, you have been our dwelling place
throughout all generations.
2 Before the mountains were born
or you brought forth the whole world,
from everlasting to everlasting you are God.
3 You turn people back to dust,
saying, “Return to dust, you mortals.”
4 A thousand years in your sight
are like a day that has just gone by,
or like a watch in the night.
5 Yet you sweep people away in the sleep of death—
they are like the new grass of the morning:
6 In the morning it springs up new,
but by evening it is dry and withered.
7 We are consumed by your anger
and terrified by your indignation.
8 You have set our iniquities before you,
our secret sins in the light of your presence.
9 All our days pass away under your wrath;
we finish our years with a moan.
10 Our days may come to seventy years,
or eighty, if our strength endures;
yet the best of them are but trouble and sorrow,
for they quickly pass, and we fly away.
11 If only we knew the power of your anger!
Your wrath is as great as the fear that is your due.
12 Teach us to number our days,
that we may gain a heart of wisdom.
13 Relent, LORD! How long will it be?
Have compassion on your servants.
14 Satisfy us in the morning with your unfailing love,
that we may sing for joy and be glad all our days.
15 Make us glad for as many days as you have afflicted us,
for as many years as we have seen trouble.
16 May your deeds be shown to your servants,
your splendor to their children.
17 May the favor[a] of the Lord our God rest on us;
establish the work of our hands for us—
yes, establish the work of our hands

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

REACH FOR THE STARS!

KNOWING THAT YOU HAVE RECEIVED THE LAST THING
MEANING THAT THE END HAS COME  TO ALL THE PASSION AND THE PAIN!
THAT NEARLY DROVE YOU INSANE*