On the inside as I wait for the one who has come to rescue
me to come and set me free as I was and
am young to this new way of light exhibit from the star that i am at night! As I breakdown on my knees and pray because
i am Not afraid because I know my time has come to receive Love, A love that is
and will be for me to see in physical
All the opportunities that I once had when I was because i am young! Young in
the face and the mind and the heart of Jesus Young to the world that is now
been discovered not by me but for me a world where they all know and love me!
and in this world I exist yes I DO is
the word that I say from my lips so that my freedom can be absorbed to the Lord
who can and will make it seen on a plain that is visible to me .This is where
freedom sings and where i am allowed to breathe . I’ve waited for this time to
come and now that it’s here my fear is GONE as I stay STRONGER in my Christ
dear Lord where I belong! But now I have the love of that I need from Jesus lord
god Christ which protects me from those who are not meant to be around a STAR
like me!
http://mercedesspiritualreader.webstarts.com/index.html?r=20120215155514
Saturday, April 14, 2012
Sunday, February 5, 2012
BACK FIRST!
SCARED NOW THAT YOU NOW HAVE TOO!
RESPECT ME LIKE ME
I DIDN'T SAY LOVE ME!
THAT'S FOR YOU TO DO!
YOUR ON YOUR OWN WITH THAT AND YOU KNOW THAT IS A HARD JOB FOR YOU TO LOVE YOURSELF
PLEASE ME AS IAM HAPPY AND SAFE TO SAY THAT IS FOR YOU TOO YOU AND BECAUSE I LOVE ME ~WAIT A MINUTE?
SCARED OF YOU FOR YOURSELF NOT FOR ME
ANYWAY~
LIFE CAN BE BLINDED BY THE SIGHT OF YOU ~
SO DARK?
WAIT A SECOND?
DON'T LOOK AT ME !
I MEAN
IAM NOT SCARED OF YOU
LOOK I LIVE /YOU DREAM AND WAKE UP! AND ITS GONE AND THEN DON'T GET MAD AT ME
BUT GUESS WHAT NOW IAM AROUND THE PEOPLE WHO KNOW HOW I ROLL
AND THEY DON'T ACT STINK ! STINKY
NOT DIRTY! PINK*
CLEAN ~TRUE! BLUE*
PEACE LIGHT MEMORIES !
RESPECT ME LIKE ME
I DIDN'T SAY LOVE ME!
THAT'S FOR YOU TO DO!
YOUR ON YOUR OWN WITH THAT AND YOU KNOW THAT IS A HARD JOB FOR YOU TO LOVE YOURSELF
PLEASE ME AS IAM HAPPY AND SAFE TO SAY THAT IS FOR YOU TOO YOU AND BECAUSE I LOVE ME ~WAIT A MINUTE?
SCARED OF YOU FOR YOURSELF NOT FOR ME
ANYWAY~
LIFE CAN BE BLINDED BY THE SIGHT OF YOU ~
SO DARK?
WAIT A SECOND?
DON'T LOOK AT ME !
I MEAN
IAM NOT SCARED OF YOU
LOOK I LIVE /YOU DREAM AND WAKE UP! AND ITS GONE AND THEN DON'T GET MAD AT ME
BUT GUESS WHAT NOW IAM AROUND THE PEOPLE WHO KNOW HOW I ROLL
AND THEY DON'T ACT STINK ! STINKY
NOT DIRTY! PINK*
CLEAN ~TRUE! BLUE*
PEACE LIGHT MEMORIES !
Sunday, January 22, 2012
ASK MERCEDES: NAME
ASK MERCEDES: NAME: CRYING IN MY SLEEP THIS PAIN IS SO DEEP THAT I NEED TO LEAVE QUICK UNLESS I WILL SLEEP ALL DAY~ AND THAT'S ALRIGHT WITH ME UNTIL I LEAVE! ...
NAME
CRYING IN MY SLEEP THIS PAIN IS SO DEEP THAT I NEED TO LEAVE QUICK
UNLESS I WILL SLEEP ALL DAY~ AND THAT'S ALRIGHT WITH ME UNTIL I LEAVE!
DEPRESSION IS NOT THIS
THIS IS MANS FALSE REALITY ! AND I REFUSE TO LIVE LIKE THIS!HIDING BECAUSE I KNOW WHO IAM AND THAT I EXIST BUT UNTIL THE THING THAT HAS COME TO WAKE ME IN THE WAY THAT I CAN SEE THE SUN (JESUS) AND LIVE THE LIFE (CHRIST) HAS SET FOR ME! I WILL CONTINUE TO CRY IN MY SLEEP
UNLESS I WILL SLEEP ALL DAY~ AND THAT'S ALRIGHT WITH ME UNTIL I LEAVE!
DEPRESSION IS NOT THIS
THIS IS MANS FALSE REALITY ! AND I REFUSE TO LIVE LIKE THIS!HIDING BECAUSE I KNOW WHO IAM AND THAT I EXIST BUT UNTIL THE THING THAT HAS COME TO WAKE ME IN THE WAY THAT I CAN SEE THE SUN (JESUS) AND LIVE THE LIFE (CHRIST) HAS SET FOR ME! I WILL CONTINUE TO CRY IN MY SLEEP
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
NBA
WHY HER NOT ME ARE YOU IN DENIAL
COMPLETELY
HAS THIS DENIAL TAKEN AWAY ALL COMPETENCE OF YOUR BRAIN!
AND TIME AND TIME AGAIN! YOU TRY TO HIDE FROM YOUR OWN SHIT!
BUT KNOW THIS TIME IS DIFFERENT
TIME WONT ALLOW YOU TO DO WHAT AND WHEN AND HOW etc * whatever it is that YOU WANT TO DO!
AND YOU WONDER WHY HE HAD YOU RUNNING AROUND LIKE A FOOL*
NOW THATS WHY!
BECAUSE YOU SIMPLY DISRESPECTED HIS TIME!
HE GAVE YOU A TIME TO GET WORK DONE ON YOUR *JOB
nooooooooo!
YOU LET IT WAIT UNTIL THE NEXT DAY
HE GAVE YOU A SPECIFIC TIME BECAUSE HE WAS DOING WORK FOR YOU ON THE OUTSIDE OF YOUR MIND!
AND WHEN YOU DID NT KEEP YOUR END !OF THE BARGAIN
YOU GOT FIRED!
NOW TIME IS NOT FOR THIS ~CHASING DOWN A MAN or WOMAN
nor IS IT FOR YOU TAKING CARE OF HIS or HER BUSINESS* WHILE ON YOUR JOB !
AND DO NOT SNEAK FREAK AND RESEARCH OR etc etc etc HIM or HER
THIS IS THE WORSE CRIME!
AND YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE GETTING SOMEWHERE WITH THIS
ALL YOU GOT IS LEAD IN YOUR HEAD WEIGHING YOU DOWN IN A EMOTIONAL OCEAN AND YOU CANT BREATHE (BELIEVE) YOUR OWN BULLSHIT !
SO NOW YOU COMMITTED SUICIDE WITH HIS or HERS BULLSHIT
Nooooooo please dont stop
WE DON'T CARE!
COMPLETELY
HAS THIS DENIAL TAKEN AWAY ALL COMPETENCE OF YOUR BRAIN!
AND TIME AND TIME AGAIN! YOU TRY TO HIDE FROM YOUR OWN SHIT!
BUT KNOW THIS TIME IS DIFFERENT
TIME WONT ALLOW YOU TO DO WHAT AND WHEN AND HOW etc * whatever it is that YOU WANT TO DO!
AND YOU WONDER WHY HE HAD YOU RUNNING AROUND LIKE A FOOL*
NOW THATS WHY!
BECAUSE YOU SIMPLY DISRESPECTED HIS TIME!
HE GAVE YOU A TIME TO GET WORK DONE ON YOUR *JOB
nooooooooo!
YOU LET IT WAIT UNTIL THE NEXT DAY
HE GAVE YOU A SPECIFIC TIME BECAUSE HE WAS DOING WORK FOR YOU ON THE OUTSIDE OF YOUR MIND!
AND WHEN YOU DID NT KEEP YOUR END !OF THE BARGAIN
YOU GOT FIRED!
NOW TIME IS NOT FOR THIS ~CHASING DOWN A MAN or WOMAN
nor IS IT FOR YOU TAKING CARE OF HIS or HER BUSINESS* WHILE ON YOUR JOB !
AND DO NOT SNEAK FREAK AND RESEARCH OR etc etc etc HIM or HER THIS IS THE WORSE CRIME!
AND YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE GETTING SOMEWHERE WITH THIS
ALL YOU GOT IS LEAD IN YOUR HEAD WEIGHING YOU DOWN IN A EMOTIONAL OCEAN AND YOU CANT BREATHE (BELIEVE) YOUR OWN BULLSHIT !
SO NOW YOU COMMITTED SUICIDE WITH HIS or HERS BULLSHIT
Nooooooo please dont stop
WE DON'T CARE!
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Monday, September 26, 2011
THEY ARE BEING SET FREE NOW! (BET YOU HAPPY*)
I KNOW YOUR SECRET
I KNOW THAT YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HIM/HER TO COME BACK OR EVEN STAY!
I KNOW THAT YOU ARE GOING INSANE HEARING HIS VOICE IN YOUR HEAD!
I ALSO KNOW THAT YOU WISH HE WERE DEAD
BUT DO YOU KNOW THAT THE PITY PARTY IS AND HAS BEEN OVER!
AS YOU SIT THERE *
BEING CONTROL BY THE OLD!
THE NEW
NEVER EVEN SAW YOU!
WHAT A CHANGE OF FATE*
REALLY!
HOW YOU OUT PLAYED YOURSELF ALL THE TIME*
AND NOW LONELINESS SEEPS IN
AND YOU CANT PRETEND THAT YOU WANT THAT MAN/WOMAN
YEAH*
BUT WHAT ROLE DO YOU PLAY?
WHEN YOU HAD HIM WAS YOU A GIRL?
OR WAS YOU A MAN/
WERE YOU ACTING DURING SEX?
JUST TO HAVE INTERCOURSE TO BE A TEENAGER AGAIN?!
WAS THAT YOUR STATE OF MIND
AND DID HE/SHE LEAVE YOU STILL!
STILL
NOT REBORN
BUT STILL
UNTIL YOU WAKE UP !!!
AND REALIZE HE/SHE IS NOT GONE
THEY ARE STILL THERE*
YOU JUST DON'T SEE THEM PHYSICALLY
YOU GOT TURN - OUT SPRUNG!
AND NOW YOU FIND IT HARD TO MOVE ON
HEY ?
WHATS NEXT?
WHILE YOU SECRETLY PLAN AND SCHEME UNDER THE SHEETS
THINKING ABOUT HIM/HER AND THIS IS CALLED DRY SEX
JUST THE WAY THEY LEAVE YOU!
ANYWAY _______________ SIGN YOUR NAME AND THEN REFRAIN FROM PUTTING YOURSELF AWAY!
BECAUSE NOW IS THE TIME WHEN WE ALL HAVE TO BE ALIGNED AND NOTHING WILL STOP THIS PAIN THAT YOU ORDERED
JUST NEVER LEFT HIM/HER'
AND NOW YOUR TIME IS UP!
Psalms 90
A prayer of Moses the man of God.
1 Lord, you have been our dwelling place
throughout all generations.
2 Before the mountains were born
or you brought forth the whole world,
from everlasting to everlasting you are God.
3 You turn people back to dust,
saying, “Return to dust, you mortals.”
4 A thousand years in your sight
are like a day that has just gone by,
or like a watch in the night.
5 Yet you sweep people away in the sleep of death—
they are like the new grass of the morning:
6 In the morning it springs up new,
but by evening it is dry and withered.
7 We are consumed by your anger
and terrified by your indignation.
8 You have set our iniquities before you,
our secret sins in the light of your presence.
9 All our days pass away under your wrath;
we finish our years with a moan.
10 Our days may come to seventy years,
or eighty, if our strength endures;
yet the best of them are but trouble and sorrow,
for they quickly pass, and we fly away.
11 If only we knew the power of your anger!
Your wrath is as great as the fear that is your due.
12 Teach us to number our days,
that we may gain a heart of wisdom.
13 Relent, LORD! How long will it be?
Have compassion on your servants.
14 Satisfy us in the morning with your unfailing love,
that we may sing for joy and be glad all our days.
15 Make us glad for as many days as you have afflicted us,
for as many years as we have seen trouble.
16 May your deeds be shown to your servants,
your splendor to their children.
17 May the favor[a] of the Lord our God rest on us;
establish the work of our hands for us—
yes, establish the work of our hands
I KNOW THAT YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HIM/HER TO COME BACK OR EVEN STAY!
I KNOW THAT YOU ARE GOING INSANE HEARING HIS VOICE IN YOUR HEAD!
I ALSO KNOW THAT YOU WISH HE WERE DEAD
BUT DO YOU KNOW THAT THE PITY PARTY IS AND HAS BEEN OVER!
AS YOU SIT THERE *
BEING CONTROL BY THE OLD!
THE NEW
NEVER EVEN SAW YOU!
WHAT A CHANGE OF FATE*
REALLY!
HOW YOU OUT PLAYED YOURSELF ALL THE TIME*
AND NOW LONELINESS SEEPS IN
AND YOU CANT PRETEND THAT YOU WANT THAT MAN/WOMAN
YEAH*
BUT WHAT ROLE DO YOU PLAY?
WHEN YOU HAD HIM WAS YOU A GIRL?
OR WAS YOU A MAN/
WERE YOU ACTING DURING SEX?
JUST TO HAVE INTERCOURSE TO BE A TEENAGER AGAIN?!
WAS THAT YOUR STATE OF MIND
AND DID HE/SHE LEAVE YOU STILL!
STILL
NOT REBORN
BUT STILL
UNTIL YOU WAKE UP !!!
AND REALIZE HE/SHE IS NOT GONE
THEY ARE STILL THERE*
YOU JUST DON'T SEE THEM PHYSICALLY
YOU GOT TURN - OUT SPRUNG!
AND NOW YOU FIND IT HARD TO MOVE ON
HEY ?
WHATS NEXT?
WHILE YOU SECRETLY PLAN AND SCHEME UNDER THE SHEETS
THINKING ABOUT HIM/HER AND THIS IS CALLED DRY SEX
JUST THE WAY THEY LEAVE YOU!
ANYWAY _______________ SIGN YOUR NAME AND THEN REFRAIN FROM PUTTING YOURSELF AWAY!
BECAUSE NOW IS THE TIME WHEN WE ALL HAVE TO BE ALIGNED AND NOTHING WILL STOP THIS PAIN THAT YOU ORDERED
JUST NEVER LEFT HIM/HER'
AND NOW YOUR TIME IS UP!
Psalms 90
A prayer of Moses the man of God.
1 Lord, you have been our dwelling place
throughout all generations.
2 Before the mountains were born
or you brought forth the whole world,
from everlasting to everlasting you are God.
3 You turn people back to dust,
saying, “Return to dust, you mortals.”
4 A thousand years in your sight
are like a day that has just gone by,
or like a watch in the night.
5 Yet you sweep people away in the sleep of death—
they are like the new grass of the morning:
6 In the morning it springs up new,
but by evening it is dry and withered.
7 We are consumed by your anger
and terrified by your indignation.
8 You have set our iniquities before you,
our secret sins in the light of your presence.
9 All our days pass away under your wrath;
we finish our years with a moan.
10 Our days may come to seventy years,
or eighty, if our strength endures;
yet the best of them are but trouble and sorrow,
for they quickly pass, and we fly away.
11 If only we knew the power of your anger!
Your wrath is as great as the fear that is your due.
12 Teach us to number our days,
that we may gain a heart of wisdom.
13 Relent, LORD! How long will it be?
Have compassion on your servants.
14 Satisfy us in the morning with your unfailing love,
that we may sing for joy and be glad all our days.
15 Make us glad for as many days as you have afflicted us,
for as many years as we have seen trouble.
16 May your deeds be shown to your servants,
your splendor to their children.
17 May the favor[a] of the Lord our God rest on us;
establish the work of our hands for us—
yes, establish the work of our hands
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