Tuesday, December 27, 2011

NBA

WHY HER NOT ME ARE YOU IN DENIAL
COMPLETELY
HAS THIS DENIAL TAKEN AWAY ALL COMPETENCE OF YOUR BRAIN!
AND TIME  AND TIME AGAIN! YOU TRY TO HIDE FROM YOUR OWN SHIT!
BUT KNOW THIS TIME IS DIFFERENT
TIME WONT ALLOW YOU TO DO WHAT AND WHEN AND HOW etc * whatever it is that YOU WANT TO DO!
AND YOU WONDER WHY HE HAD YOU RUNNING AROUND LIKE A FOOL*
NOW THATS WHY!
BECAUSE YOU SIMPLY DISRESPECTED HIS TIME!
HE GAVE YOU A TIME TO GET WORK DONE ON YOUR *JOB
nooooooooo!
YOU LET IT WAIT UNTIL THE NEXT DAY
HE GAVE YOU A SPECIFIC TIME BECAUSE HE WAS DOING WORK FOR YOU ON THE OUTSIDE OF YOUR MIND!
AND WHEN YOU DID NT KEEP YOUR END !OF THE BARGAIN
YOU GOT FIRED!
NOW TIME IS NOT FOR THIS ~CHASING DOWN A MAN or WOMAN
nor IS IT FOR YOU TAKING CARE OF HIS or HER BUSINESS* WHILE ON YOUR JOB !
AND DO NOT SNEAK FREAK AND RESEARCH OR etc etc etc HIM or HER
THIS IS THE WORSE CRIME!
AND YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE GETTING SOMEWHERE WITH THIS
ALL YOU GOT IS LEAD IN YOUR HEAD WEIGHING YOU DOWN IN A EMOTIONAL  OCEAN AND YOU CANT BREATHE (BELIEVE) YOUR OWN BULLSHIT !
SO NOW YOU COMMITTED SUICIDE WITH HIS or HERS BULLSHIT
Nooooooo please dont stop
WE DON'T CARE!

Sunday, October 30, 2011

Monday, September 26, 2011

THEY ARE BEING SET FREE NOW! (BET YOU HAPPY*)

I KNOW YOUR SECRET
I KNOW THAT YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HIM/HER TO COME BACK OR EVEN STAY!
I KNOW THAT YOU ARE GOING INSANE HEARING HIS VOICE IN YOUR HEAD!
I ALSO KNOW THAT YOU WISH HE WERE DEAD
BUT DO YOU KNOW THAT THE PITY PARTY IS AND HAS BEEN OVER!
AS YOU SIT THERE *
BEING CONTROL BY THE OLD!
THE NEW
NEVER EVEN SAW YOU!
WHAT A CHANGE OF FATE*
REALLY!
HOW YOU OUT PLAYED  YOURSELF ALL THE TIME*
AND NOW LONELINESS  SEEPS IN
AND YOU CANT PRETEND THAT YOU WANT THAT MAN/WOMAN
YEAH*
BUT WHAT ROLE DO YOU PLAY?
WHEN YOU HAD HIM WAS YOU A GIRL?
OR WAS YOU A MAN/
WERE YOU ACTING DURING SEX?
JUST TO HAVE INTERCOURSE TO BE A TEENAGER AGAIN?!
WAS THAT YOUR STATE OF MIND
AND DID HE/SHE LEAVE YOU STILL!
STILL
NOT REBORN
BUT STILL
UNTIL YOU WAKE UP !!!
AND REALIZE HE/SHE IS NOT GONE
THEY ARE STILL THERE*
YOU JUST DON'T SEE THEM PHYSICALLY
YOU GOT TURN - OUT SPRUNG!
AND NOW YOU FIND IT HARD TO MOVE ON
HEY ?
WHATS NEXT?
WHILE YOU SECRETLY PLAN AND SCHEME UNDER THE SHEETS
THINKING ABOUT HIM/HER AND THIS IS CALLED DRY SEX
JUST THE WAY THEY LEAVE YOU!
ANYWAY _______________ SIGN YOUR NAME AND THEN REFRAIN FROM PUTTING YOURSELF AWAY!
BECAUSE NOW  IS THE TIME WHEN WE ALL HAVE TO BE ALIGNED AND NOTHING WILL STOP THIS PAIN THAT YOU ORDERED
 JUST NEVER LEFT HIM/HER'
AND NOW YOUR TIME IS UP!
 Psalms 90
A prayer of Moses the man of God.
1 Lord, you have been our dwelling place
throughout all generations.
2 Before the mountains were born
or you brought forth the whole world,
from everlasting to everlasting you are God.
3 You turn people back to dust,
saying, “Return to dust, you mortals.”
4 A thousand years in your sight
are like a day that has just gone by,
or like a watch in the night.
5 Yet you sweep people away in the sleep of death—
they are like the new grass of the morning:
6 In the morning it springs up new,
but by evening it is dry and withered.
7 We are consumed by your anger
and terrified by your indignation.
8 You have set our iniquities before you,
our secret sins in the light of your presence.
9 All our days pass away under your wrath;
we finish our years with a moan.
10 Our days may come to seventy years,
or eighty, if our strength endures;
yet the best of them are but trouble and sorrow,
for they quickly pass, and we fly away.
11 If only we knew the power of your anger!
Your wrath is as great as the fear that is your due.
12 Teach us to number our days,
that we may gain a heart of wisdom.
13 Relent, LORD! How long will it be?
Have compassion on your servants.
14 Satisfy us in the morning with your unfailing love,
that we may sing for joy and be glad all our days.
15 Make us glad for as many days as you have afflicted us,
for as many years as we have seen trouble.
16 May your deeds be shown to your servants,
your splendor to their children.
17 May the favor[a] of the Lord our God rest on us;
establish the work of our hands for us—
yes, establish the work of our hands

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

REACH FOR THE STARS!

KNOWING THAT YOU HAVE RECEIVED THE LAST THING
MEANING THAT THE END HAS COME  TO ALL THE PASSION AND THE PAIN!
THAT NEARLY DROVE YOU INSANE*

Monday, August 22, 2011

REMEMBER ME

RECEIVING  YOUR BLESSING FROM GOD THE MOST HIGH
ENJOY IT! AND LOVE THE NEW LIFE*
AND NOW YOU  KNOW THAT YOU ARE ALIVE!

Friday, August 19, 2011

BEING ME

CURIOUS MINDS WANT TO KNOW
BUT THEY ARE IN THE KNOWN!
ARE THEY?
SURPRISE SURPRISE SURPRISE
THEY ONLY WANT TO PLAY THE (GAME*) CALLED SHIT ON YOU!
THEY NEED TO UPSCALE* THEMSELVES BY PUTTING THEIR SHIT ON YOU
THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE AND YET AND THEY ARE COMFORTABLE BEING THEMSELVES
SO WHY? DO YOU HAVE TO PLAY THEIR GAME OF *CHANGE!
THEY NEED YOU TO CHANGE !
THATS THE WHOLE (GAME ) IN A NUT SHELL
SO YOU MUST BE DOING SOMETHING RIGHT!
CONTINUE IN THE ~LIGHT*

Thursday, August 11, 2011

SUDDEN

STILL I SAY
I REMAIN THE SAME AS YOU ARE UNAWARE OF THE EVIL OUT THERE
STILL I REMAIN THE SAME
AS JUSTICE IS A WAY OF LIFE AND LIVING MAKES YOU SACRIFICE
STILL I REMAIN THE SAME!

Sunday, July 31, 2011

IN LINE

WE KNOW WHO WE ARE TO EACH OTHER
AND WORDS WE MUST UTTER?
BUT SOON WE WILL BE ALONE!
AND WHAT HAPPENS NO BODY KNOWS
BUT UNTIL THEN I MUST BE OBEDIENT AND DISCIPLINE
BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT I MUST HIDE WITHIN
AND UNTIL YOU TELL ME THOSE WORDS THAT
YOU KNOW THAT I NEED TO HEAR
I WAIT PATIENTLY
BECAUSE I KNOW THE TIME IS NEAR

Sunday, July 24, 2011

LOVE IS SERIOUS NOW

MONEY NO PROBLEM
MEN ALLOWED
AND YOU THOUGHT AGE WAS A OPTION
UNTIL YOU SEE MY SMILE*?!
WATCHING YOU IS LIKE WATCHING A HEARST!
FOLLOWING BEHIND THE HEARST ! DOES IT HURT?
BUT NO YOU HAVE THEM TO PICK YOU UP!*
BUT NOW IAM SHUTTING THEM OUT~
AND THEN YOU WILL BE IN MERCEDES HOUSE@
WHERE~ THEIR IS LOVE ALL ABOUT+

Saturday, July 16, 2011

HE WANTS TO MARRY YOU STILL

FLUTTERING IN MY HEART CANCER SPREADS AS THE DISEASE THEY CALL DEATH
LIE*
CANT FEEL MY HEAD
DONE
HUMBLE


Monday, July 11, 2011

NOBODY SPECIAL

HAPPINESS IS INSIDE OF ME KNOWING THAT I AM COMPLETELY SETTING MYSELF FREE
NOT UNTO THOSE WHO HATE ME BECAUSE I AM A STAR BUT BECAUSE YOU SAW ME FROM FAR!

Thursday, July 7, 2011

MERCEDES

LOVE IS LIKE A GRAIN WORKED UPON THREW THE WORD WHICH IS HARVEST IN OUR SOUL

ACCIDENTS DON'T HAPPEN THEY OCCUR*

HEALTH IS A ISSUE THAT GOVERNS ONE MIND AND SOUL/
AND THEN IT IS DELIVERED FROM THE SPIRITUAL WORLD INTO THE PHYSICAL REALM THAT IS WHEN THE DEFENSES ARE LOW!
*THAT IS HOW SICKNESS AND DISEASES COME

ROMANCE IS THE SPACE BETWEEN HERE AND THERE LOBBIED AGAINST ONES FEAR OF LONELINESS AND DESPAIR /BY SHOWING THAT YOU CARE! ROMANCE IS THERE*
THAT'S WHEN YOU SHOW YOU CARE*

ASK MERCEDES
MERCEDE545@AOL.COM